One of the things I hated the most about surfing the Internet for advice was the “Jesus came and made everything better” sites. This was NOT my experience.
Please understand. I love Jesus, but after telling me to stay, He was completely and utterly silent.
God on Mute is a book by Pete Greig which I read later in the process. The title was an accurate description of my experience.
It took me a long time to be okay with that.